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Ashton's avatar

Jon, I read this twice and both times I felt this quiet, simmering anger. Not out of disagreement, but because of how true your words are. You gave language to something I’ve felt so lost in—something I haven’t been able to fully process or articulate just yet. This journey has been layered, ugly, and messy. I had no idea what I was asking for when I chose to step into it.

This piece was another gut-punch BUT it also eased some of the loneliness I've felt along the way. It reminded me that the ache is part of the becoming. That the ache isn’t a sign something’s wrong, but that something sacred is happening. I’m somewhere in the middle of it, and I’ve never been more aware of how little and fragile I am. I’ve never been more aware of my need for grace and mercy. Your words encourage me.

Thank you for writing this. It’s so freaking good.

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Jon Mays's avatar

Thank you, friend.

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Matt Tecmire's avatar

Well said! It does take a lot to recognize that our anger/rage isn’t lying to us about the situations within our world and, it also isn’t going to help solve those problems beyond vengeance.

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